⋱㊗️ #トークアバウト 放送400回！⋰
呼んで頂きありがとうございました🎉 https://t.co/qAT0D2SOZ6 https://t.co/rsrMZrVxYc December 12, 2025

櫻坂 #トークアバウト 放送中🌸

Q. 最後のライブにかける思いは？

🗣️#井上梨名
7年間の集大成を見せる！
かっこよさも可愛さも、たまに笑いも！
みんなに笑顔で来てほしい..！

🗣️#松田里奈
・・笑顔になれるかなぁぁ😭

＼ まっちゃん頼むよっ😉 ／

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#櫻坂46 #TBSラジオ https://t.co/iDNMhJ5CTT December 12, 2025

#トークアバウト スタート📻

今夜の放送で
TALK ABOUT 400回目！！💐

皆様・・
番組を盛り上げていただき
ありがとうございます😭😭😭

今夜も沢山のメッセージを
お待ちしています🚀💫

#TBSラジオ #MAZZEL #KAIRYU
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#めておら と
お祝いパーティー㊗️
#トークアバウト🎉

まだまだお祝いしてほしい...!?!?

今まで2~3時間かかってた部屋の掃除を
30分で済ませることに成功🧹

物をグランドピアノに
隠してる!?!?🎹
https://t.co/HY55vrNJV3 https://t.co/rUClU6Q2eU December 12, 2025

お祝いパーティー㊗️
#トークアバウト🎉

＼ ちょっと待ってください！
　　　まだお祝いしてほしいことが... ／

人生の・・改革が・・起きた？！
https://t.co/HY55vrNJV3
#めておら https://t.co/2Zi8xzd4G9 December 12, 2025

#トークアバウト
最近あった失敗を川柳に...！！

🗣️#めておら みかさくん
【 会議中・ゲームをしすぎて・ごめんなさい 】

🗣️心音・Lapis
＼ えーーーー!!!! ／
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ボイスでも！
#トークアバウト🗣️

🔊前借りであるものを購入！
　何を買った？？

布団？毛布？
＼惜しいっっーーーーー！／
https://t.co/HY55vrNJV3
#めておら https://t.co/mRH2B7Mb55 December 12, 2025

生放送中の #トークアバウト🎙
㊗️まだまだお祝いしたいことが...

🗣️RN・あいら
『旅行が晴れましたー！！！』

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#めておら https://t.co/8iuX3dA2Gp December 12, 2025

🌟グッズ付きチケット🌟

TeNQの入館券に企画展オリジナルキルトトートバッグがセットになったチケットを、12月1日からセブンチケットにて販売します🌠
「宇宙の話をしよう（LET'S TALK ABOUT SPACE.）」と六太＆日々人のシルエットがあしらわれています。

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23時台もお祝いしますッッ🎉
#トークアバウト

#めておら がお祝いしてほしいことは??

💜心音
自炊を始めた!!
目玉焼きからオムライス🍳

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生放送中の #トークアバウト💫

☎高2・RN ぴこさん
【 ついに！ついに！
気になる人が出来ました！！ 】

"推し" と "恋愛的な好き" が
今までは区別できなかったけど...

"推し"から"気になる人"になった
キッカケが！

その名も...✏️筆箱事件🔎

https://t.co/HY55vrNJV3
#めておら https://t.co/dxUUNz0uju December 12, 2025

生放送中の #トークアバウト💭

🗣️#めておら 心音
＼ 相手がお菓子を好きなら...
　　お菓子を作ってあげるのは!? ／

🔽12月にビッグイベントが...！？
https://t.co/HY55vrNJV3 https://t.co/Aoeswr7jLk December 12, 2025

KAIRYUが #ハマダ歌謡祭 をリアタイしててトレンド入りを見てくれてたっていうのが聞けて幸😭🧡

#トークアバウト December 12, 2025

最近、自分の作品を見るのがつらい。
I have slowly started to hate my own art.

Art is supposed to be about experimenting, discovering what you love and what you do not, and eventually shaping a style that feels like your own.

When I began making these photos a year ago, it was to express the things I carry inside. Those early pieces were raw feelings turned into images. I wanted to make photos I could cry into, and for a long time that is what I did. They were only for me to look at.

Then I began experimenting more. I introduced new colors, polished my technique, and chased the idea of creating pretty art. I pushed myself further by making assets and adding them into my photos.

There was progress. The images became more refined and visually appealing. I learned a lot. They looked beautiful.

But when I look at them, I feel nothing. I try to convince myself there is meaning or emotion, but deep down I know I am not connected to them. I do not even like looking at them after posting. I kept asking myself what went wrong. I thought I had already found my style.

For the past six months I have grown to dislike my own work, yet I kept creating, hoping that spark would return. It never did.

My art felt soulless.

So I stopped posting as often and tried to figure out what was wrong. I read, listened to artists, bought art books, anything to bring back that spark. None of it helped.

This week, after spending time with friends and talking to new people, I finally realized the truth.

I was focused only on making polished and beautiful images and forgot to pour myself into them. I kept repeating the same formula and drained myself without noticing. I convinced myself that was the right way.

I went back to my older pieces and really looked at them. That was what I should have continued. Experimenting is important, but I drifted too far from expressing who I am.

I love what I used to make. There was an uncanny, uneasy, unanswered feeling in those works. That is what I want to continue. And now, with everything I have learned, I feel like I can do it even better.

Thank you for reading this long message. This is mostly a note to myself, a moment to mark my new direction. If you read this far, thank you for listening to me talk about my struggles. As a small thank you, please send me a message. I made a very odd accessory to remember this moment and I would love to share it with you.

Beige

(artworks new -> old) December 12, 2025

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整番100番代です🎟️
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トクアバスタッフさん面白すぎるw
お2人なのか、ナオラン推しなのか
気になる🤭

#かかかかKAIRYUさんが最推しですってば
#トークアバウト https://t.co/71RUbrVeca https://t.co/zYDkFUWhip December 12, 2025

KAIRYUさんTALK ABOUTのパーソナリティとして知ってたものの、歌唱をちゃんと聴くのは初めてだったんだけど、めちゃくちゃに歌うまいな……
#ハマダ歌謡祭 December 12, 2025

みんな、宇宙の話をしよう！
Let's talk about space！ https://t.co/2BHMQWWVbv December 12, 2025

What is liberty？

みなさん自分が自由だと感じますか？Do you feel you have liberty？

freedom of speech・race・house・property・human right

Do you feel you posses
Do you feel the following is guaranteed?

"Of course there is freedom, but there are also restrictions. There are good things about Japan, but there are also bad things."

This time, we will look at the world and talk about it.

Speakers:

Mr. Hiroya Watase

Mr. Andriy Nazarenko

Mr. Matt Noyes

Mr. David Eduardo Pampiglione

お申し込みはこちら↓

https://t.co/AofSys2aDp December 12, 2025

初回盤買ってるん、スタッフさんちゃんとマーゼルのこと推してる😂
そんでかつその2人やから、、ホンマにカイリュウ推しか…？
#トークアバウト December 12, 2025