OTSU STREAM AND THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY NEW COVER!!!!!!
huge thank you again to Miłi-san and Natsume Chiaki-san for lending me their talents to help make this possible! 本当にありがとうございました！！🥹🙏💕

it’s been a big week with a lot of events and i hope you enjoyed my return and everything i prepared! ✨ i’m really so happy to be back!!!!!

i’ll be spending the rest of the weekend going through my bday tag (sorry im late…🙇‍♀️) and resting — will let you guys know when i plan to stream next week soon!! 🐧💤

wataaaashi kyu-kurarin ♪ December 12, 2025

絶望からの道（三億七千万の瞳）
西尾（光陛）仁秀/ニシオ「コウヘイ」ヒロヒデ

#ZeRoadFromDespair（370MillionEys）
Hirohide“KOHHEI“Nishio

歌詞/lyrics

大阪はマジで　
欲のBIGウェーブ

種馬だらけで　
今日も嘘が走る

信じた奴らは　
裏切りの中で

フルベットしたら　
みんな去った

悲しみさえも
もう通り越して

僕は本能のまま
恥をさらし生きて来た

瞳の中　映る全て
それが現実

描いたビジョン　完成まで
いくら挫折しても

狂った奴て　言われても
創造の泉

それもガチ現実　やで
まあ大阪から奈良にリターン

土地担保に三億七千万借り
貸し剥がしされて

偽の笑顔に
偽を愛せない

潰されかけた
家族守って

僕は覚めて醒めたから
前だけ見て突き進む

咲かし続けたる　からな
アホさがリアルDreamingグッドNightマジで

蓮の花のように　開ききるまで
全てを賭けて

上辺だけの　付き合いに
未練を捨てる

僕のウワサ　あんたらにも
届くやろう

瞳の中　映る全て
それが現実

描いたビジョン　完成まで
いくら挫折しても

狂った奴て　言われても
創造の泉

それもガチ現実　やで
大阪から奈良で今リアルDreamingLife

Osaka is seriously...
A huge wave of greed

Full of stallions,
Lies are running today too

Those I believed in...
Amidst betrayal

When I bet fully,
they all left

I've even overcome sadness

I've lived my life, following my instincts and exposing myself to shame

Everything reflected in your eyes...is reality

No matter how many setbacks I face until my vision is complete

Even if people call me crazy,
it's the fountain of creativity

But that's true reality too

Well, I returned from Osaka to Nara

I borrowed 370 million yen using my land as collateral

My loan was stripped away

A fake smile I can't love lies.

Protecting my family, almost crushed.

I've woken up, woken up.
I'll just keep looking forward and keep moving forward.

I'll keep blooming.
My stupidity is real, Dreaming. Good night, seriously.

Until I'm fully open like a lotus flower, I'll put everything on the line.

I'll let go of all my regrets about my superficial relationships.

My rumors will reach you too.

Everything reflected in your eyes is reality.

No matter how many setbacks I face until my vision is complete.

Even if people call me crazy, it's the fountain of creativity.

That's real life, after all.
From Osaka to Nara, I'm living a real Dreaming Life right now.

#ブルース
#Blues
#欲望の街 #ミナミの帝王 December 12, 2025